Luscious' Poetry

Did You Know Loneliness "CAN" Kill?

Questions in my mind
Answers, I try to find
Mixed emotions set in
On my face, tears they bring 
For myself, feeling sorry
Does anyone care of my story?
I have overstepped my boundaries
For loving, I am hungry 
I feel like such a fool
All my friendships, I have ruined
My emotions start to pour
All my attempts are thrown out the door 
Drained, I feel
With losses, I've had to deal
Alone and cold
All isn't glitter and gold 
A smile, I force on my face
I think only in haste
Why do I do this to myself?
I inflict pain everywhereI go 
Did you know, Loneliness "CAN" kill?
Stabbing, hurting, on my tongue lies a pill
A blank look is my expression
There is no emotion 
Where did it start?
Am I falling apart?
Please somebody help me
Why can't I be free? 
Free from problems
Am I to be condemned?
Free from the chaos
I, sometimes, think I have lost 
I seem to have given up
A sadness, pain, I have to gulp
On my hands and knees, I have to mop
The anguish, the torment, when will it stop? 
Alone, I have to deal with this
Longing for a sweet, soft kiss
Where did I go wrong, what did I miss?
The broken window, I broke with my fist 
I wander the streets
Looking for someone to meet
The tears of sorrow
There is no tomorrow 
Pain is inflicted
To the point that I have become addicted
Nowhere to run
True emotions, I have burned 
I walk a long, hard journey
I feel so tired and dirty
The sweat drips off my face
Where is my Angel Of Grace? 
Does it ever end?
Will my heart ever mend?
Who knows the outcome?
I feel so isolated and dumb 
Well, I guess I will have to deal with this alone
I have no one to talk to, even on the phone
Alas, I am so tired and weak
I think I will go and sleep 
I say Goodbye
To forget these feelings, I will try 
Written by:  Luscious
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